Pray Recrudescent

Ariving back in this room on my knees
Singing for your mercy dear God
Please save me from the sin I drink of
And the repititous nature of my prayers
FOr although I ask tares and weat, tares and wheat
Unseperated still, yet I eat once more
Only to repeat this prayer once more

I wonder if I take you honestly at your word
If I truly believe in what I ask
Or that my heart is false by a Cover
Of words meant only to deceive myself
Leaving a pinch of hypocrasy ringing
Haunting once more my prayers of old
No weight is left on my tongue made old

I refuse to be in a homeless state of mind
As if to expect a refusal again
And make my own words robbers of hope
Like a dope returns to his chamber cell
My Lord, my God, my everlasting Father
This is the time, this is the hour to hear
From your liberating power of which I could not hear

So here I am, my ears to hear.